Worry about yourself. You’re the most selfish person I have ever met in my entire life. Go eat a fucking dick and stop trying to fuck with my life. Figure yours out first.
But really though why are there some things you just seriously cannot get over? No matter how long its been or how hard you try to shake it. Nothing helps and it never gets out of the back of your mind. Years and still nothing can be done about it. But its always just there. And those little reminders decide to make themselves known day after day. It never ends.
FUCK DUDE WHAT THE FUCK DAMN IT THAT SUCKS.